Wednesday, March 9, 2011

How Dare You Dream?

In my dream, we're all at the movies. We're laughing and goofing around a little too much than is allowed in a movie theatre; They're so many people there, what's strange is they're all my people.
There's an unsettling sort of feel in the air, I can feel it from the very start like it's building momentum, gradually and seemingly unnoticed.
I don't remember what exactly happened next but the feeling that came next lingers on... It was bad.
Then there was a tunnel, everyone's leaving in their cars and the thing is, I'm kind of scared... Like they're leaving me behind to die.
The scene shifts again and I'm not alone. We're hiding and slowly making our way to a place which is supposed to protect us from whatever danger there is, once and for all. The destination is a cross between a theme park and something else. I don't remember because I don't even get to take it in.
Because when we get there, my heart sinks.
Everything slowly begins to go dark and even as I realise this is only a dream - MY dream - there's that feeling that this time, no happy ending is coming.
We're doomed.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

The Shoe.

There's a few things I've learnt over the years; so much has happened, so much has changed, so much is still coming my way.
I wonder how I feel about anything anymore?
So:
- High School never ends.
- People come and go out of your life, most of the times when you least want or expect it. Even those who wrote on cards or in your diary and promised to 'be there no matter what'.
- Everything happens for a reason.
- When it comes down to who's really there for you, It'll always be God and your family - no one else.
- Life's too short to live as a bad person or a sad person. You never know what will happen next or in a matter of minutes. So, live every day like it's your last and to the fullest capacity.
- No matter what happens, tomorrow is a new day. I've already mentioned this and quoted Emerson. Lovely lovely philosophy. Gives me hope. :)
- Sometimes you have to let go to find out if there was anything worth hanging on to.
- MUSIC IS AWESOME. It helps every emotion. I wish I could have a permanent player in life that played a song for every scene in my life and build up a soundtrack. OO, what fun. I can already imagine what song will be for which scene. :D
- Nobody in this world can or should make you feel inferior to them in any way. You are no matter who you are or what you do.
- Don't strive to fit in, strive to STAND OUT. Come on people, what's the point of acting like a clone of everyone else? You'll never get your own identity.
- Life isn't fair - GET USED TO IT. It's always darkest before the dawn so you have to suffer first in order to push onto something better.
- Love ALL, trust a FEW, do wrong to NONE.

...And on that cheerful note, I am going to go back to watching New Moon. More epiphany's to come soon I'm sure. So excited I am. Sort of.